06 July 2009 { 5:17 PM }

today first day of sch re-open..
ZZZzzzZZZ~
boring yeah of course..
some of my mates didnt turned up..
sigh.
nvm, hope to cya soon..

oh yea, came late to sch today..
supposed to reach by 8am..
& meet ezum..
but then,
it turned out to be different..
hahas.
cos ystrday i went to bed at 6am..
fell asleep while texting raemiy..
haha.
& i woke up at 7.30am i guess...
end up, reached sch at 9am..
hahas. & tht was damn late.
oh, my CA also changed. =[
sad. no more beansz.
haha. & th new teacher, not sux..
but just tht he was like serious in doing things..
hmm, didnt do anything much today..

after class at 10+, went canteen..
eat..until 1pm..
went to umbrella table with ezum & irfan..
chatting & surfing net fr awhile..
since i brought my lappy along..
haha.
haqim came & after 1pm, off to class..

in class do nothing..
since they're not doing anything..
i went to recommend my class catch movie thts on my lappy..
they went to catch it via projector in class..
goshhh..i guess they really enjoyed th first movie..
haha. it was a violent & gore movie actually..
ahaks.

after movie, went down canteen with ezum..
then around 4.30, shes off cos her mom came to fetch her..
& im now off to meet raemiy..
cya!

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29 June 2009 { 4:50 PM }

on sat,
my cussns & aunt came my hse..
here's the pictures.







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27 June 2009 { 2:05 PM }




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{ 12:24 PM }

oh yeah,
i've just visited ezum's blog.
& went to saved all my last day of sch pictures..
hehe.
it almost slipped frm my mind.
hehs.
here
enjoy~







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{ 11:30 AM }

ah, ystrday night, hazri called me..
woooh!! getta otp with him again!
yes yes yes!
hmm, meet soon baybeh!
=D

& im gonna meet my myra darling soon..
hehe.

im started to write poetries already..
here's the poetries i've wrote..
haha.
enjoy~

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You don't love me,
You do care about me.
So why do you say you do?

Your trying to get me to do
something that goes aganist
what I vowed myself never to do.

It feels like you want to be with other girls,
even though you say you want to be with me.

Am I enough for you?
On second thought,
I never will be.
So just leave me alone.
I'm never enough for you,
and I never will be.
So stop pretending I am.
Cos i'll never be enough for you dammit!

Fragile Frightened
And wounded
That’s what you’ve made me

My heart made of glass
When you left
It shattered instantly

The little fragments that are left
I gather tenderly
I have nothing to put them back together with
And this glass heart does not heal easily.

I will never be whole again
For you took my last shard of hope with you
And that lead to my loves end
I turn to dust for you are no longer beside me to defend

You said you loved me
I guess you lied
This traumatized glass heart is making me cry

I did try to make you happy
But I guess you weren’t satisfied
With what my fragile heart could provide

My little glass heart is crushed into dust
Your love was once its only must.
So much for our binding trust.

With my last pained breathes
I whisper your name
Like the howl of a wolf
It’s echoing and eerily strained

My hearts Shimmering shreds won’t last long
Without your love all hope is gone.
I can’t believe are love was once so strong…
I thought with me is where you belong.
Guess I was wrong.

For now my little glass heart and all its love is gone..

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26 June 2009 { 6:21 PM }

oh what a day!

i miss
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
HAZRIHAZRIHAZRIHAZRI
so much~

yeah, damn much!
*sob~sob*

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20 June 2009 { 7:56 PM }

hey! im back again!
hehs.
im going to post about on thurs..
cos i didnt have time to update..

so,
tht thurs was our last day..
hmm,
like i've said, rmbr?
i said tht atleast i want my group to win smhw..
& actually we did..
wooh!
my group won th 3rd prize..
song battle..
flag design, we got 1st..
still got bt idk what..
haha.
so,
after th prize giving thingy,
we all are dismissed.
i & ezum went to student hub..
to take our stuffs..
then off to th red table.. -our spot! haha XD
few mins,
ezum went off..
cos she got smtg on..
& im alone..
=( sad..
next, i guess 30mins ltr..
Rahimi came.. -"??" scandal..
haha.. not mine okay?! :D hehe.
he came to th table..
& asking me abt firdaus..
i got no idea whre he went to..
but i told rahimi maybe he went smwhre else..
cos he told me he'll be coming at tht area..
so, rahimi came to ask ezum.. -oops! hehe
but ezum wasnt thre too..
so, he also waited fr them..
guess its was like 1 & half hr ltr..
then they're back..
well, was surprising..
haha.
both our "partners" were thre..
ahah XD -kidding.
mins ltr, rahimi & firdaus went to shower..
i & ezum went to meddle with rahimi's lappy..
haha.. since we got ntg betta to do..
haha..
aft tht, when they're back,
we all went to watch vids all in youtube..
haha. spent our time together..
haha. was really fun actually..
around 4pm i guess..
ezum went off..i sent her to th backgate only..
coincidence,
rahimi was thre..
well, he asked me whres ezum going to..
& so i told him..
at last, he went to send ezum till at th paya lebar..
wooh! cheay2 ;D *wink2* hehe.
while they both were away,
i went back to th table..
& just having fun with firdaus..
enjoyed singing with him too..
haha.
next, when rahimi came back..
i rmbr-ED smtg..
since we all got ntg betta to do,
we played games on th lappy.
its a scary games..
like those make u shock those kinds..
haha..
aft tht, i told em to watch this movie called REC.
its a thrilling & violent movie to me..
cos i've catched em..
alone, at home around 11.30pm+..
so i recommended em to watch tht..
well, they got freak actually while watching tht..
& i was laughing..
haha.
aft tht movie end,
which is around 6.30+ i guess..
then we all off to paya lebar..
well,
i thought they wanted to eat at th paya lebar post centre..
but then,
they went sent me to th bus stop around paya lebar..
i was afraid tht they planned to send me home..
actually it was true..
my gawd.
im speechless! =x
in th bus,
rahimi make those stupid faces tht makes me wanna burst laughing..
hahah.
gooshhh.
they actually went to send me till under my void deck..
my gdness, so damn nice..
thanks fr sending me back home guys!
appreciate it alot!
& thanks fr offering me to have dinner fir..
hope to see ya nxt time!

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18 June 2009 { 6:03 AM }

hey people.
today im gonna tell u abt my 2nd day of camp..
hmm, it was rather outgoing compared frm th 1st day..
much more enjoying..
so,
i'll just continue frm th previous post..

since i did'nt went to sleep,
so, i played th comp..
went to chat with ppl..
do stuffs with th comp..
hehe.
till like 8.30am..
went to wake my friend, Ezum.
we're supposed to get everything ready by 10am.
alright, had everything done.
went to th canteen,
had our breakfast..
aft breakfast, we took bus to ecp..

reached ecp around 11+am i guess..
i did'nt getta follow-up th activities.. -sad isn't it? haha
cos they told me to do first aid duty..
just in case anyone get injured..
& so,
during tht period of time,
im making used of it..
by sleeping..
haha, since i did'nt sleep last night..
after tht,
well, it was a long hr after all..
& of cos its damn hot!
sooo sunny! 8/
i did went to th sea thre by myself & some with friends..
to chill myself..
times get later, things got more boring..
so, after they had their lunch,
they played games again..
fr th 2nd game,
sadly, someone injured th knee..
poor thing. -get well soon yeah! :]
after all end, we took our group photos..
around 6pm, went off bck to sch..

okay, so now, in sch..
they did took pictures again..
after tht,
they started to play this game..
sort of throwing water balloon to each other..
i felt lucky since they did'nt getta hit me..
X] so im not wet! hehe
after tht game, had ourselves washed up..
go shower all..but i & Ezum did'nt shower..
cos we're going to shower at th end of th day..
after all done, had our dinner at 8pm..
after dinner, had our singing competition..
& my group went to sing 2 tracks of songs..
haha.
some of th groups sang so humourous..
haha.
when th singing thing is done,
they said they'll not going to announce th result at tht moment..
instead,
they'll going to announce it on th next day..
which is going to be soon..
hmm, well, hope my groups atleast win smtg..
hehe.
after they released us,
i & Ezum went to slack around our usual spot..
haha, we went to talk crap during tht hour..
then, we went to sit at th field..
waiting fr our friends to come..
while waiting,
i & Ezum entertained ourself..
& few mins ltr,
Firdaus came to meet me..
then, next 1hr, Rahimi came to meet Ezum.. -wakakakaa XD
we slacking fr 1hr..
but bfore Rahimi came,
i & Ezum had time to go shower..
haha, sorry to keep u waiting Fir till ure asleep..
gawd..
when we're done,
few mins ltr, then Rahimi came..
we all slacked together at th field side..
& thanks to Firdaus fr teaching me how to make a rose by using tissue.
wooh! haha
total i got 3 roses from him.. haha
alright, then, around 2.30am,
i went to th student hub.. -to sleep.
haha, yes to sleep..
& i dnt wanna drag Firdaus to sleep late again like last night bfore..
so, i had a comfortable sleep on th 2nd day of th camp..
cos sleeping with air-conditioned room..hehe.
slept till like 5.30am,
then i woke up.
went to th field side since i did'nt see Ezum around..
& to my surprise, Ezum & Rahimi was thre..
they both were sleeping.. -bt not together alright! =p
i was like, omg..
but nvrmind, so i went bck to th student hub,
switched on th comp, & update my blog post..
haha.

oh yeah,
there're some pictures taken during th camp..
will upload em some other time when i got em.

& well,
i shall end here.
can't wait to hear th result..
there're still lots more prizes to give..
wooh!
& im off to ecp after this, with Ezum..
hehe.

till here now.
tcares reader.
& i hope you guys enjoy ya hols jyeah! :D

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17 June 2009 { 5:56 AM }

hie guys!
ystrday was fun.
im gonna to tell u guys about my first day of camp..
hehe.

well,
in th morning, reached sch, met ezum..
was kinda late, supposed to meet her at 8am..
but, end up i reached at 8.45am..
haha.
so,
went to th student hub..
then, slacked fr like an hr i guess..
then off to th canteen..
aft tht,
around 10am+ i guess..
went to th foyer..
fr playing games..
ice breaking games..
hmm..
aft tht ice breaking game,
which is at 12.30pm,
off to lunch at th canteen..
till like 2.30pm i guess..
then, off to th auditorium..
we made our flag & cheering all..
haha..
aft tht,we slacked till like 5.30+pm..
some played games in th field..
but i didnt..
was just lil lazy..
hehe..so aft tht,
we went fr dinner..
aft dinner,
i went to shower..
aft shower arnd 8.30pm,
they had a meet up at th auditorium..
had some games..
like, whos th best singer all..
haha.
then, we also had a lil skit..
ahaks.
th skit part, i laugh like omg.
haha.
cos i was being dressed up disastrously..
hah, really.
gonna upload th picture when i got it frm em..
also had a video of me singing solo..
haha, on stage..
gawd.
so, after th skit,
had another game..
like amazing race..
whre we haveta search fr smtg..
and it took us like damn fucking long hrs just to complete th game..
haha.
my gawd, make me so wtf.
aft th game,
they had themselves showered all..
& some, off to bed.
hmm, but as fr me,
i didnt..
instead, i went to th field to just relax myself..
it was so awesome..
till Firdaus came to accompany me..
frm 2.30am..
till like 5.30am..
well, during tht tyme when im with him..
was great actually.
very indeed.
thanks fr th mcd meal fr me yeah!
appreciate it alot fir..
hee.
aft i had my meal,
went to walk2 with him on th track..
then,
went to th AVA..
cos i was lilbit sleepy.
& thanks fr offering me th sleeping bag.
but i dont need tht actually.
hahs.
when im in tht room,
gawd, i dnt feel like sleep.
haha.
therefore, 15mins ltr i guess..
i sneak out,
& off to th student hub..
play computer..
wooh! betta.
which can make me awake all time!
haha.
without tiring!
haha.
alright, nw i've updated my blog..
ltr, next schedule will be,
i'll be going to th ecp..
which will be at 9.15am i guess..
then what's next idk..
but what i head they said its gonna be fun this time..
imma just check it out.
hehs.

end here, tcare people! :D

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